Hihihihihi :3
I wonder just how this will look once you find it... I really don't know what to say. I don't know what you expected, what you wanted or what you didn't want. I don't know how you'll react to this. But I do know one thing: I want to give you something for christmas. I know that out of habit, you've come to not expect much out of it or your birthday... and some people might think that's not a really big deal, but knowing how even in your childhood you had already come to expect disappointment it's really depressing to me...
So I make this. If your christmas won't be special, then I at the very least hope that I can make it feel so, even in the tiniest way. I know this isn't a game that you want or anything you wouldn't otherwise be able to get, but if I can make you feel nice even for a moment when you see it, then I would rather that than do nothing simply because of a lack of money. Don't get me wrong though, I'm desperately thinking of ways I could get some 😭
You might be wondering what exactly it is that I made for you. Well, for all the cute and lovely things you do, perhaps some of the most special ones to me have always been your dreams. I remember you being hesitant to share them with me, and now knowing what the dreams were about I still struggle to think of why you would hide such a sweet thing... Dreams can be a window into your conscious mind. What you think about on a daily basis, what you focus on with frequency is very likely to make its way into your dreams. Such romantic dreams are to me, someone who always has incoherent and senseless dreams, perhaps some of my favorite things you've told me.
I will not describe these drawings. As you can probably imagine, this page is accessible to anyone. But I'm pretty sure you hold these dreams dear as much as I do, so that you'll know exactly which dreams I decided to portray. That way everyone can see this, but only the two of us will know the meaning of each drawing. I hope you like them :3
Writing this paragraph while waiting for you... I really hope you like this, the drawings are unfinished but I have a feeling you'll still be able to tell what they're drawings of :3 I love you dearly, and I hope you remember this christmas eve dearly... I will be updating the site as I finish the drawings! Tap them to see them closer...
